I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about this constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker


-all hail the heartbreaker, by the spill canvas. check it out.

so.

i figured out i'm HORRID with long distance relationships. >< and it's sort of not even long distance.......crap..... ><

i keep watching [link] over and over again, and it makes me thing of the shit my boyfriend and i have been through, and how good we are now. but he's in another city for another....week or so, if he can't get a drive back up here. and it's driving me craaaaaaaaaazy. ><

i had a job interview today tho. i think it went well, but i don't know. i hope so. ^^

i also just realized i'm not making much sense at ALL here. so sooooooooooooorry. >< but i'm tired, maybe a little bit of a nap wouldn't hurt, and still feel like crap. i can't sleep very well these days, so yeah. maybe nap time before unconscious time, no?

i think so.

Soooooooooooooooooooooooo......


i'm not dead. i just have had a hectic time lately. i moved into a different city for a bit, i'm looking for a job, and i don't have any of my art supplies, since it was a last minute thing that i legt the city. all of my art is about 2 hours or so away. >< so not art will be posted for a while. darn.

and i just realized that even when i do get my art, i don't have a scanner. buuuuuuuuuuuuuuummer. FGDFGS!!!!!!!!!! well, i'll have to figure something out.

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

X_____x

hey guys!

so sorry i was away for so long! BUT i am back from the dead to raise some hell amongst the civilians in an artfully and creative way. ^^ LOL


I've been struggling lately to find time to get on here, and reply to all your wonderful comments and replies! ^^

but i shall do my best to keep up with you all! ^^ <3

so what's new with all of you? ^^

i recently got into technical support training, and it's ok. i don't really like getting up at 6am now... ><

oh well. i love my job. $12.00 per hour. ^^

can't complain. ^^

well, life really isn't going the way i would like it to right naow. >< first, i'm sick. so i don't have as much energy as usual to do anything. plus with the 6 am get up or be late for work time? yeah...i'm not a morning person. >< so then on top of that, i have no energy or time to devote to my art. i'm getting a bit here and there done, but i really would like to sit down some more and try to get more of it done. but alas, time conspires against me, and i can't. ><

and the next thing, is that i have no scanner. so even if i DID get more art done, there isn't a way for me to post it. so i prolly won't be posting stuff for a while, until i come across a scanner at least. ><

other than that, i guess i don't really have much to say, and i really want to go to sleep now. >< but i can't yet, there's still so much i have to do. >< AUGH!!!!!!!!

but yeah. i'll let you all know when i can start posting things again. ^^ in the meantime, i'll be looking at YOUR artwork to compensate for my loss! ^^ lolz.